Mind of Bigyellow

The depression is continuing, I miss the life and friends in Denmark. Here is too silent and small to expand my wing. My mind in vacant, I have no idea what I am doing and I do not what should I do in furture. Well, I know what should I do, but I can not concentrate myself on the work. I always want to do some work, but failed again and again. I need some change, but I do not know. I expect my darling's coming can bring me 200% fresh air.

Boss told me currently there is not any available project, possiblely I will do some company internal development project. I do not like it, perhaps I should find some new development in somewhere else, but not in Finland.

This year's Forbes Billionaires. My dreaming, sweet dream.

From last Sunday 18:00, the bus drivers in Finland start their strike. Damn it, the weather here is less than -20 c. I am freezing everyday. This year, I know what is real winter, such cold days, I hate here.